All I Have Is Now
I’m not sure if I can fully see the bigger picture of what’s happening in my life right now. Everything’s moving so fast. But if there’s one thing I’m sure of, it’s that I’m no longer in the place I used to be, where expressing myself came so easily. I can still express myself. It’s my power. Like this. But I’m no longer in the space where it feels easy . Still, I shouldn't label it as "difficult", I just have to find a new way. I had to move, and I still have to. I have to learn the other ways. I am being supported, just in a different way. I am being loved, just in a different way. And maybe, I’ll express myself again.. just in a different way. And that’s not a bad thing. Nothing is ever truly bad, unless there’s negative intention. But there never was. I just walked out of my comfort zone. I cried. I wiped my tears. And then, I felt an embrace. My tears are just my heart’s way of saying it’s tired, tired of not being able to return to what once felt so f...
